It is so cold here in Kimry. I was born in
Yalta, in the Crimea, and lived there for 9 years with my parents and older
brother until they died in the small pox epidemic of 1878. My only other kin is
Grandmother Nanashka Strowkowski, who lives in this cold city of Kimry. And when
I arrived here in September, 1878, Grandmother, who is a devout Orthodox
Christian, wanted me to attend the church schools here, but they had no vacancy
for me. Grandmother, having been a staunch friend of Father Ivan Strolov, sent
me to Father Ivan to attend St. Boris Church school, which could teach and board
me during the fall semester. Luckily I found 8 other students from Kimry also
attending there, all of them about my own age, and we soon became fast friends.
We enjoyed school under Father Ivan and Sister
Lublinka for more than 3 months until the semester was over, and it was almost
time for the Christmas holy observances in Kimry. It was always so cold, though,
at St. Boris’ School. We had only 1 fireplace to warm the large room; so to
compensate, we always wore our heaviest woolen clothing during classes, and I
took off my mittens only to write something on my slate board.
On our last day of school, Father Ivan fed us
a tasteful dinner of baked goose; we were prepared to spend the night, but
Vasili, the 14-year-old boy who sat in front of me, was also from Kimry, and he
was anxious to return home. So Father Ivan hitched his 2 big horses, Josef and
Yuri, to his large sleigh. All 9 of us from Kimry sat 4 abreast on the 2 large
seats, and Vasili sat on the driver’s seat next to Father Ivan.
In December the days in Russia become quite
short, and we started for home near dusk. The snow was about 20 centimeters
deep, and occasionally Father Ivan had to lash the horses’ backs with his sleigh
whip to make them go faster or keep them trotting. Luckily there was a full
moon, and the trail through the fir tree forest remained moonlit all the way.
He had ridden only a kilometer or 2 before we
heard the most dreaded sound in the Russian forests - the savage snarls and
growls of a wolf pack that was tracking us through the forest. The horses
recognized the sounds too, and their backs needed no whip as their hooves
pounded the snow beneath with all the strength a team of horses can muster.
Father Ivan had made black bread sandwiches
out of the goose leftovers for us to eat along the trail; he told us he would
have to throw out the sandwiches for the wolves to eat, which he did. But the
small morsels delayed the wolves only briefly while they devoured the
sandwiches, and soon the wolves resumed tracking the sleigh in search of a
tastier diet.
After traveling perhaps 4 kilometers, the wolf
pack had reached a point only 20 meters in back of the sleigh, still snarling
and growling profusely, as they contemplated a meal of human or horse flesh. And
the hooves of old Yuri and Josef pounded the snow even harder, trotting as fast
as circumstances permitted, almost reaching a gallop at times. Finally Father
Ivan handed the reins to Vasili; he moved to the back of the sleigh, fired 6
shots from the pistol he carried in his pocket. But only 2 wolves died from the
shots, and the five remaining wolves continued to race after us, even gaining on
us by a meter or two.
Father Ivan returned to the driver’s seat to
tell something to Vasili, but we could understand nothing that he said, due to
the wolf pack’s snarls and growls, and the sound of the wind whipping past our
faces was also so loud. Then Father Ivan returned to the back of the sleigh, and
for the moment we expected him to fire some more shots from his pistol. Suddenly
he disappeared, and we thought he had fallen off the sleigh. Equally as sudden,
the growls and yaps of the wolf pack ceased and they left us alone as we rode
the last 2 kilometers; and soon we were once more safe among the houses of Kimry,
and I in my grandmother’s kitchen.
The next morning the Kimry burgomaster and
Vasili knocked on Grandmother’s front door, and they asked me about Father
Ivan’s final moments on the sleigh. I could only tell them that I thought the
priest lost his footing and had fallen off the sleigh. Later that morning the
burgomaster and some other men retraced part of our route on the trail through
the forest toward Kaminsk, but all they could find of Father Ivan were lots of
bloody trails through the snow, and some bloody bones scattered about
everywhere. After the party returned with whatever remains of Father Ivan they
could gather up, the burgomaster ruled that Father Ivan had purposely jumped off
the sleigh in order that I and the other 8 children could live.
I hope when I am grown that I can move back to
the Crimea where I was born; where it is so much warmer; and where I rightfully
belong. But wherever I am, I will always remember the beloved priest who
sacrificed his life so that I and 8 others of his children could live.